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I looked up and I realized that I had not said anything in about a month.
Time passes by as quickly as ever.
I've settled into my new college routine this semester, but I'm still pretty bored creatively. I don't think I've drawn anything seriously in nearly a year. It's...incredible really- how school manages to siphon everything out that's not work-related.
In fact, it's gotten to the point where I've begun to spy on the Art department. In plain sight, of course.
"What's going in that classroom?"
"I wonder if anyone is better than me?"
"The abstract art in the gallery is really awful, I hope this isn't the only thing the professor teaches."
Those are a couple of thing that have been running through my head since last year.
We have three floors in the main Liberal Arts building, and all of the English, Literature and Humanities are housed there. The second floor of this building a hub that connects Science and Math building to the other half of the campus. This hub is the "gallery" of sorts that I'm referring to- where most of the student art work is concentrated.
Picture the big, glossy dobs of circles and the striated lines that you usually see in business offices and internal medicine centers. Long, muted canvases of blotchy landscapes and primary colors.
Whenever I pass by them, they always install this sense of inner-emptiness and melancholy because they lack human or recognizable subjects. Really terrible fare.
I'm hoping I can change that gallery by next semester, or at the very least, make it a bit sunnier. Everyone seems to be depressed enough without them now that the first and second batch of test scores are starting to roll in. The on-again, off-again cold weather isn't helping much, either.
I'm as unfocused and lazy as ever. And I can't help but think that I'll slip into the future just easily as I've slipped into every other stage of my life life- unhurried and rather bored.
I'm going to change this layout. Just you wait...
After 6 long years, I think it's time I moved on.
Internet cake for everybody.
RJD2- 1976 (hip-hop)
"I saw a lady falling, I'm sure now."
Tokyo Police Club- Nature of the Experiment (indie rock)
"We've got our tracks covered thanks to your older brother. It's not the moonlight that sets me off..."
I Was a Teenage Satan Worshipper- Go Home, Pandatron (electropop-dance)
"I know it's all in my head these days..."
The Birthday Massacre- Nevermind (industrial rock)
"Now, in smaller spaces- careless, lust-intoxicated; away from prying eyes and rabid smiles (and everything's shattering)."
Celldweller- Stay With Me (Unlikely) (industial rock)
"Though some say I will heal over time, it doesn't seem too likely."
Kagrra- Kamikaze (alternative rock-fusion)
"Damasu fukou yori damasareru hou ga shiawasesa. Kiben makichirasu mina de hako no mukou watteru..."
Apostle of Hustle- Energy of Death (indie rock-experimental)
"Calm the south: a drug, a deep memory... Well, we vowed to end our mother's misery..."
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