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Original: 12/31/2008 9:57 PM
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Welcome 2009

 Hey- does anyone still use these things? o_0

If so: Merry Christmas/ New Year/ Holiday!

Sorry for not get back to you sooner- 2008's been a crazy year for me.  (But really, what year hasn't?)

For a long time, I was debating over whether to just delete this blog or start a new one entirely; I haven't really come up with a solution to the problem yet. Not only because this blog is outdated- but because I also associate it with a completely different time of life (for me, that is)- and all the emotional baggage that went with it.

Part of that emotional- whosawhatsits' ( and my extended 'leave of absence', so to speak) was the place where I'd previously lived and hubbub that went on while I was there.
If you remember my late(?) senior year, you might have been aware of fraction of the problem already.
Suffice to say: it wasn't pretty and I came bowling out of it with a huge bout of depression.


To cope with that, I tried various methods over the years: extreme dieting, religious studies, self-help- the works. Chief among those methods, however, was sheer avoidance of anything and everyone that reminded me of the source of that depression. Unfortunately, former friends and various aquaintences were the casualties of this decision.

Time went on and I did nothing but brood and brood about what had happened. Gradually, I came to the realization that shutting everyone out was not the solution to the problem.

So here I am.

And I'd  like to extend an apology to whoever's felt hurt or ignored by my behavior.

Doubtless, some bonds may been withered by my prolonged silence, but I hope what remains of those relationships are salvageable. And for what its worth, I'd like to repair those freindships during the coming year.


-A.




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Oh yes, xanga is certainly outdated!

That's when you get a mypsace/facebook and be like everyone else, and submit your self to the wonderous calling of that infernal beast, PEER PRESSURE.

Posted 1/1/2009 1:34 AM by Red_days_upon_us - reply

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B-but, I don't like either site..! :(
Posted 1/1/2009 10:02 PM by Tolharu - reply

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Me netiher.

No one talks to me.

Oh well.

Yes...I've almost had a blog on here for FOUR YEARS!

Jesus, that's a long time.

Posted 1/1/2009 11:25 PM by Red_days_upon_us - reply

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Come to think of it- I think I made a Myspace randomly a year ago and forgot the password. :S
Same thing happened- linked people but rarely spoke to anyone.

I've had this one for 6- I feel ANCIENT. :C
Posted 1/2/2009 2:06 AM by Tolharu - reply

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all the happiness I wish for you in the following year! : )

eh, I've started talking every now and then on xanga when I don't want everyone I know on facebook to hear my thoughts.  I mean, the people I'm connected to here are only friends, and do not include random acquaintances.   

Posted 1/2/2009 9:58 PM by jellyfish_go_plosh - reply

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Thank you. :) I wish you the same!

:O You have a facebook account as well?
It seems I'm out of touch with the current blogging shere... x_x
Posted 1/3/2009 4:56 AM by Tolharu - reply

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SAY WHAT..WHERE IN THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!!!!
ive been trying to track you down with Alex for months..
WHAT UP MAN! me im good..
you got a facebook account?!?!?!
i do: Kathy Foss that's where i roost..
or email me..
kfoss788@gmail.com

BUT FUCK MAN!...
you still a gamer?...
where you at? Dallas?
school?
WELL IVE MISSED YA!
WELCOME BACK FELLOW WEB RAT!
Posted 1/6/2009 12:30 AM by MIDGETWAR360 - reply

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Oh, I've been around. XD I'm doing okay- how are you? :)
Really? o_o Wow!
lol- I am officially out of the loop. I'll have to make a facebook sometime soon, yeah? XD
Duly noted! ^^

I'M STILL A GAMER. I've been playing random mmos and Left 4 Dead, lately. :D
WHY YES, I AM IN DALLAS. :o

Thank you ^^!
It's good to be back :)
Posted 1/7/2009 9:01 PM by Tolharu - reply

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DUDE I TOTALLY FORGOT! what is your steam id!..
mine is midgetwarrior for kfoss788@gmail.com
formerly: aws788@charter.net
nick name aws788
we should play Left 4 Man!..
Posted 2/2/2009 10:24 PM by MIDGETWAR360 - reply

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I'M BACK!! o_o

I have no Steam ID at the moment - I'm playing a cracked version of the game. (We pirating~! XD)
So I cant join you now, I'm afraid. But I will definitely keep this in mind if I join steam in the future! :o

Thank you ^^!
Posted 2/8/2009 6:40 PM by Tolharu - reply

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zap!
ummm WOW im surprised that works even the retail version you buy in stores has to have steam to run..
yea if you joined it probably would force activate the game...maybe..in steam you can have the game in the steam directory or actually link it to steam by "importing" it...import games wont interface with steam...so how do you play online..do you just come up as a "?" i mean how does it pull your gamer tag..
Posted 2/14/2009 2:51 PM by MIDGETWAR360 - reply

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I'm not sure how it works- but I think it was a crack of a pre-release copy that's given to developers and game critics. o_o
At the time I couldn't figure out the multiplayer configuration for it, but not I'm playing a cracked version of F.E.A.R. 2 and it has a slightly clearer interface. I'll have to figure out how the server works, so-to-speak, and see if we can't play together sometime. :D

I might have a weird username. D: Idk- I've avoided steam cause of the problems I hear associated with installing games when people use it. :o Is it worth buying? I might purchase it to clear up this whole mess, if it's not as bad as people claim. :S

I'll try that method you mentioned and see if it works.:o
Posted 2/28/2009 3:54 AM by Tolharu - reply


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